A Suicide Diary- The Fear of Death!

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Till now you may have heard about Suicide Squad or suicide diary but still you may not see that on your eyes. I am going to introduce today with a realistic one!

A Suicide Diary from an Addicted Writer:

I want to share my name. I’ve written too many times also, but I can’t write. When you are reading this, I might not be in this world anymore. From childhood, I had some extra interest in the last word before death or previous wish and much more like this. I have never imagined that I am going to write that also.

Yes, these are my last words dear. I loved every single thing in this world, the moon, sun, night, morning everything.

I would never suggest anyone do this. Sometimes I have seen so many people who always say that “Suicide is the sign of Cowerdy.”

Well, I can’t say anything to them because that is their thought or opinion. But I can tell one thing If you have made the decision that you are going to suicide. It’s not much that easy. You will find thousand times harder than you have made the decision.

Death is not a small issue dear. I am going to die, but I have a message to deliver! Do not die until the angel of death comes to you. When nature does decide that you should die, only then you should depart. Never try to do hurry, when it is the question about death.

If you decide to suicide, you will die thousand times before you committed suicide. I am telling you about my struggle, not reading any novel or not after watching a thriller movie.

You will be the witness of thousand times horror movies. But this time it’s not on the television screen, this time it’s going to happen in your real eyes.

Fear of Death
Fear of Death

The fear of death is not a small issue I telling you.

You have a knife in your hand; you are going to cut your nerve and die, that’s not much easy that you are thinking. The spirit inside of your body is never going to leave your body that much easy. If it’s so much simpler that no one still alive, who have already lost their hand or leg in an accident.Think as much as possible while you are choosing a way to die. The Great Creator, who has created you, He will think how you will end; it’s entirely up to him. This is not your task.

You will get the idea about, what the life is? When you will see some person is fighting with the angel to live. You will realize what the life is, when you will meet someone who has an accident where he lost his both legs and both hands!

It’s easy to say I am not going to stay, I am going to die, but Dear, It’s hard to say I want to live on!

I have tried to jump from the rooftop twice. When I stand near the wall to jump, I closed my eyes and attempted to jump but something that freezes my legs, this is fear of death. My mind was busy to making the hollow graphic scene while I am going to jump. My head will blast, my brain will spread like a flower, and my blood will flow like a river.

Every single time I have tried to jump in front of the train, my mind always making the view as I will be after just 30 seconds.

While my mind imagines that view, I was scared. Death is not the most natural thing as I was thinking about that.

Every breath of mine was the final realization of the taste of death. I was like breathtaking dead body.

Here it is the Suicide diary of an addicted writer. It is still uncover that what happened with that diary writer.

To know you will have to stay tune dude!

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2 thoughts on “A Suicide Diary- The Fear of Death!

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